Bismillah,

I can choose not to walk.
I can choose not to choose.

Can I? Can't I?

I want to walk.
I want to have a step ahead.
But I'm scared.
Scared enough that I can't do it.
It's too dark ahead.
I could not see anything to hold on to.

I could not.

Just can't. Sigh.

What's destined for me, Allah?
Why it's so clueless?
I want to put my trust in You.
I want to walk with Your guidance.
But now I don't know what to do.
Please, help me Allah.
I need You.

I really don't know what to do.
T.T

Really don't know what to do..